Dreams

"I never ever had this kind of dreams, and I had all kinds. From the most random to the most rational one. But lately dreams feel different. As if they are remnants of different realities. They claim my presence. They want me there as much as this wants me. Not only that, I also want them. It's impossible to ignore the call. The feeling of belonging and losing. Of not having each other. They wait for me and they tell me to go, to get back in track, to get out of my swamp. I guess this is her. She knows how to trigger me. She's now visiting me every night, transforming my desires into reality, playing her role very well. She knows everything, the stories and reasons why is so important to me. She's pushing me, slowly taking me close to the cliff. She's giving me kisses, hugs, so much love. She knows the jump is getting closer every time. She knows at the end it's all up to me, but she's not willing to let me fail so easily. So she's trying her best, giving me literally everything I ever wanted, and using all the realms to make it possible. To the sea of realization I go. Thanks to her. She knows the biggest motivation to get to something, is wanting it back."