Feeling Spines

 There's a medicine that if not balanced can become a curse. But the kind of curse we all should have. The curse of feeling. The feeling spines of knowledge. The cool teacher. Though less intense and popular than others, this one always comes with style. His manners are soft and likeable, but his wisdom comes in subtle ways. Only the ones truly open, the ones already waking up can fully get his teachings, the beautiful melancholy of life. But San Pedro is so wise and so cool, that no student leaves his classes without a lesson. He finds a way, always, to soften up even the hardest of the souls. It's own nature, the one acting without too much sound, actually works perfectly for his purpose. You cannot fight something you don't see. So the cactus will make you feel the uncomfortable truth of feelings, and you won't even have a clue what's happening, but something has already changed in your senses. San Pedro is the special forces of the battle, tuning your senses and calibrating to the highest degree, ready to get all information from the source. But careful you should be. Since this can be overwhelming if you haven't tuned your most powerful tool, your mind. Be wise, surrender and open when it's needed. Rest and sit in the middle of the universal class. You will see everything moving on, everything happening so fast. You will ask yourself why, why no one takes their time. An indescribable sadness will flow through your body. And a total understanding of life will fill your heart. Yes, life hurts, but is also beautiful. The most beautiful expression of love and has to be taken as such. Now you realize your whole body is a magic instrument of receiving light. Love and light in all the ways possible. The birds, the cars, everything taking their part in this, and thus now you see it, you feel it, and more importantly, you mean it.