The most amazing opportunities and the most beautiful blessings will be presented to you when you are not really ready to appreciate it. This a general rule of life triggered by the strongest force of the source. There's no more powerful attraction, no more formidable motivation than the one of coming back to heaven.
Only the luckiest and the less fortuned have got this chance. And these are the ones who were chosen wisely and helped humanity keep on track.
Having the doors closed of heaven creates a profound desesperation in the heart that only the strongest can take it. Only a few can tolerate it. But none of them will ever live in vain. They have a flame in their souls tormenting them until they find some calm, some small piece of heaven, the safe spot they once were, and they were not fully aware.
They will live and die in honor to a memory, in pursuit of the only dream worth looking for. The one of redemption. The one of trying their best, for the good and for the source.
So at the end it was good. Allowing them and kicking them out. There's no other way to learn. No other way to fully wake up. After this you don't look for things. You live for things. For everything there is and there will be. Love, the humble act of letting go. That's the only way to fully love.
