"You know, even if I try to run. I know I will come back.
Slowly I have been accepting, assimilating the misfortune of this perfect curse. What I always wanted, what no man should have. I got it in my hands, only to let myself burn.
Now, this is not a fire that ends. It's a fire way deep inside that is fueling my purpose. Even if I run. I will end up attached.
Because everywhere I look she's there. And everytime I feel it in my body, the emptiness, the missing state, the great longing since she left.
She took my heart and I was not even conscious. I thought I was in control. I never was.
Now she has me how she wanted. No fears and nothing to lose. Only wanting to end, and this just means starting again.
Why run? I'd better crash with the ones worst cursed than me. Maybe helping them all will finally help myself."
