“I already hurt and did bad. How can I say I can heal, then?
Yes I can let go. But maybe that person can’t. So in those eyes I will always be an aggressor. Always one more lie and words to never trust.
So what I can do is being just a guide. This is all I actually am. Honest and raw. I can show the healing is not on me. It’s not on my hands.
There’s no better gift to give. And no forgiveness to even seek. Only showing independence, freedom of mind and soul, is how I can finally redeem.
And then they can see. They have total freedom to think. I am just a soldier. One more victim of life. I was dumb. Now I’m less dumb.
But this goes beyond me. Beyond what you can even feel. You are reading this. That’s all the proof we need.”
