“Not for a moment think that I forget about my mistakes. I have them very present every day.
She’s far now. And that for me is enough pain to bear.
Maria. The lady I was supposed to save. I fucked up and made her run away.
To do now for her, there’s not so many options left.
But I am still alive and so I will keep on until I die.
And no, I won’t bother. No, I won’t appear again. Cause life has taught me to accept.
She’s fine and and she will be fine as long as I make sure I fulfill my call. My mission. The one that keeps my soul awake and wont rest until everything is going the right way.
And so I know what to do now. Everything is clear. I will save the world. And I will save her as well. That is me loving her even if she never knows.
That is enough for me to live. Having peace in my heart and soul.
I love. I truly love. And I will live and die in the name of love”
