Normal Life

"You are very lucky. Gaia must love you so much" "Why do you say so?" "Well, you are having a free massage from me. That doesn't normally happen. I'm professional and I always charge what's right for my job" "I know one thing but the other not so much. The massage you are giving me is actually not free at all. Whether I'm having a payback or a giveback. You think this is a gift? Not at all, this will cost me more than any other men can endure. The other thing, she loving me, I'm not so sure about that. You see my face?, the marks, my eyes? This is a face of someone who has been beaten up not only in this life, but in thousands more. In many of them, I didn't even have a chance to defend myself. So I had to see life with all its nuances. I saw myself being broken from the my head to my toe, but never my heart and soul. The innocense once in my eyes were just curtains of reality. After unveiled, I unlocked the whole picture of it. Now my senses are tools, my soul is a soldier. I cannot unsee this. I cannot run from this. Now, is this a blessing? I don't know, but pretty sure it's not the life I would sign for." "What's the life you would sign for?" "A normal life, living just one and forgetting them all. Living a dream, a good one, where I only wake up at the end. And I don't have to see everything being destroyed slowly and painfully."