The Muse

"You came as the light to my darkness, the answer to my calls. You are the proof of love and what it holds. Still, you shouldn't come with me. I carry scars and wounds that can't be closed. The hole in my heart can only be sealed with the end of my days. Still, don't feel bad for me. I've run and I've fought all my life. With you I got a pause, a safe spot, a retreat. But that's just it. Time doesn't go easy on me. Whether I move on or things will shake. I don't want this for you. You better keep living in this beautiful dream of yours. I've seen it, and I've been part of it. I don't think being awake is so good anymore. If I had to be sleeping for eternity I would do it with you, and the only war field I want to be is with you in the bed. A place of love, a place of retreat. Maybe one that we will see again, maybe one day when it all ends. Maybe one day Gaia will grant me the chance to be fully happy again"